Acid-Rain-Eyes

My blue eyes are truly green, One moment, bluest skies, The next, greenest, deepest seas. You have made a monster of me, Doped and tripping on my jealousy. You look at her in the hopeless way That I wish you would stare at me And as much as I try to be happy and smile, It's killing, it's murdering me. When you laugh together, My jealous eyes leak their venom. And when you read her mind, I wish I could fly. Away from this scene of teenage love That makes me want to puke!

The girl said he stole it, And that's why she is like this. Her skin tells the stories, Ink protects her from the world. The pain is self inflicted And it's never welcome But it's different, it's alright, As it's under her control. I will never forget that, The tears in her eyes. Now I understand why, Pin in thigh.

One hundred thousand black dots, Every night at eight o'clock Like a toddler, dumb in a cot I watch in wonder. Longing for the day that I Will spread my tattered wings and fly Away from this town, life, lies- Start from scratch. Dying to make my own mistakes, My own cuts, my own scrapes. Plotting to make my escape, So close, I can almost taste The trains I'll race, The storms I'll chase, The trouble I'll make, And the lovers I'll take. The home I will always come back to, The crown of thorns I'll always bow to, But I need to learn my lessons- I lust to live my life. Trapped in this match box, this bell jar, I'm afraid f

My body is mortal, Prone to cuts,bruises,broken bones. My heart is fragile, Prone to shatter, a million fragments, Scattered on the floor. My condition, Is human. Emotions are, On fire. My burden Is that I am human. Just a girl Under control. My mind is my escape, I am always faraway. My soul is uncontainable. This life is a crime, Pinning a helpless butterfly down. My condition Is human. My feet drag, Along the ground. My affliction, Is I am human. I can't blink, For fear of letting someone down. -Toni Whitten

I just want you to want me I want you to want me I want you to want me more than this. To know whenever you touch me, You can't live without me, I want you to stay- Your ignorance is bliss, anyway. -Toni Whitten

Don't go, please stay In this place my mind created To tease and torture me. Close my eyes, escape day Clinging to the beautiful nightmare That is slipping away. I never know it's a lie, A mirage of love. It's like a punch in the stomach When I reluctantly wake up. Your eyes are so piercing, Your skin feels so real, The tears on my pillow Are the result of this deal. I can feel those kisses And how they burn, I can feel you pull me closer, I will never learn. I can hear you whisper love And how I reply, We are tangled, hopeless, perfect, If only in my mind. I would do anything to stay there, Right where I feel high, Be

Dissolving in the velvet darkness, Lover lit up by the moonshine bright blue eyes Searching, enchanting, smouldering, torturing; Oh, my love, how I long to drown In this darkness, in this light, I insist that I always put up a fight; It is our little secret that I am weak and I crumble too easily Oh, my love how I long to moan But I shant, I will never let go Of this moment, of this torturous glow You think you are falling in love, so do I; Oh, my love, I am nothing but bitten lips and white lies. Burning in the velvet darkness, My lover's fingers delicately trace the electric veins in my wrists; Too far gone to even whisper

I know you like me, I know you think I'm pretty; I know you want me. You are hypnotised, You are obsessed; And that makes you mine. We are the perfect pair- You like little girls And I like dirty old men. We are in such a mess- You have a criminal brain, And I'm a homewrecking degenerate. But what your wife can't see, What my mother  can't see, Is that our love was designed by the gods And we will burn in it forever. So love me, love me, love me Like Humbert loved Lolita. Love my degenerate mind. And I will love you, love you, love you Glow in the dirty motel darkness through To the shimmering morning light.